Before I Fall Apart

Just a couple minutes now

Maybe I should brush my teeth

Gotta pack up all my things

Off the counter

Couple minutes here and there

When I’m numb enough to breathe

Gotta book the flight

Take the shower

Learn how to crawl

Make sense of it all

Before I fall apart, before I’m a disgrace

Before I curse you back into outer space

I fall apart, I go insane

Before I tear my throat screaming out your name

Like clockwork how, just seconds now

Before it starts

Before I fall apart

Yeah I’m swimming for my life

Through these islands in time

Got a tissue box

On the dashboard

Couple minutes now to drive

So I’m going 99

Couple minutes now

Wish I had more

To build back my walls

Make sense of it all

Before I fall apart, before I’m a disgrace

Before I curse you back into outer space

I fall apart, I go insane

Before I tear my throat screaming out your name

Like clockwork how, just seconds now

Before it starts

Before I fall apart

Before I’m down and out

Screaming bloody murder

Cause I loved you to death

You damn deserter

Before I turn around

Before I’m at your house

Tell me why

Tell me now

Before I fall apart, before I’m a disgrace

Before I curse you back into outer space

Before I fall apart, before I go insane

Before I tear my throat screaming out your name

Like clockwork how

Just seconds now

Before it starts

Oh I’m going down

Just seconds now

Till it all goes dark

Before I fall apart