Breathe Underwater

(I've been tryna breathe underwater) But I need gills for that (I've been tryna hide what's at stake) Mm-mm, mm (I've been tryna breathe underwater) But I need gills for that (I've been tryna hide what's at stake) Tryna breathe, life throwin' haymakers, it's time to bob the weave Roll up my depression and anxiety to find the peace Find the beach, never givin' up how I'm brought up to be May not win them all, but it's on sight, I can't accept defeat Countin' out my blessings, yet I'm lookin' for a miracle Can't believe in man, or I'll be damned, I'm kind of cynical I done reached them goals, got ways to go to see my pinnacle I've been givin' up when I'm feelin' stuck, that's hella typical Human error, now they out, do me wrong, can't let it fly Tear ducts dry as fuck, I can't let them see me cry I can't let them see me quit, I can't let them see me die Cross over here through the lane, double clutch and watch the drive (I've been tryna breathe underwater) But I need gills for that (I've been tryna hide what's at stake) And they got pills for that (I've been tryna breathe underwater) But I need gills for that (I've been tryna hide what's at stake) On my backpack shit, on my rap back shit Hella drive, move aside, I'm in that ScatPack, bitch Made 20 thousand, they found out my lawyers to settle some shit That's just for paperwork 'cause, nigga, I ain't settlin' shit Can give a hundred to a non-percentor, a hater just an angry nigga Ex-husband and the baby daddy, I can be a lazy nigga Never learned to figure skate, but all my figures figure eight Comin', it's goin' faster, got no time to celebrate Absent father couldn't be, sometimes when I'll be gone for weeks Sometimes and I'll be gone for months, got phones for me and my kids to speak Your daddy's dealin' with a lot, I'm tryin' hard so you'll see Don't worry 'cause your daddy's strong 'cause this life ain't made for the weak (I've been tryna breathe underwater) But I need gills for that (I've been tryna hide what's at stake) And they got pills for that (I've been tryna breathe underwater) But I need gills for that (I've been tryna hide what's at stake) Tryna breathe, life throwin' haymakers, it's time to bob the weave Roll up my depression and anxiety to find the peace Find the beach, never givin' up how I'm brought up to be May not win them all, but it's on sight, I can't accept defeat (I've been tryna breathe underwater) (I've been tryna hide what's at stake)