train song

Walking down the freight train yard

I hold my breath and see the stars

Laid on your chest

The smell of smoke burns

Through your breath

Into my bones

And I see your face

A memory of

Who you were

Now I'm not sure

What is love?

Does it bend

Only to break?

Am I supposed to hide my face?

Am I supposed to beg you to stay?

I stand alone on these tracks

Hoping for you to come back

And I wanna know

Your rules and religion

And pray that I'm the exception

Two years

To break down your walls

Only to find

I don't want it anymore

Show me your blood if its warm

I need something

To keep when I'm cold

Am I supposed to hide my face?

Am I supposed to beg you to stay?

'Cause I will run

I will run

I will run

I will run

You push and shove

Making new bruises

You call and cry

To tell me excuses

How could a good man

Do this?

Am I supposed to hide my face?

Am I supposed to beg you to stay?

'Cause I will run

I will run

I will run

I will run

Am I supposed to save your grace?

I don't

Want it anymore

Am I supposed to beg you to stay?

Am I supposed to hide my face?

On my knees again

You aren't my god

You've never been