Not to Be (feat. Valentinos Heartbreak & Dijo)

I've been having a day

It's been one of those days

I haven't felt great I'm feeling some kind of way

But I'm hanging in there

But I'm hanging in there

I've been having a day

It's been one of those days

I haven't felt great I'm feeling some kind of way

But I'm hanging in there

But I'm hanging in there

I've been trapped in these walls where the silence screams

Living off cold coffee and my half-baked dreams

Tried to stitch the pain but the thread won't hold

Every day brings a story I left untold

They say "You're OKAY IT'S ME" but I break

I'm cracked and I'm torn the smile it is fake

My Eyes they don't lie you see what's at stake

Cant have Your slice and keep the whole cake

You're OKAY IT'S ME

Who's to blame? well We'll See

Quit Acting So end Scene

Nah what you mean

The mirror shows a hollow face

My Eyes be red from chasing sleep

I find you in the space between

The darkness and the place I be

The coffee's cold the ashtray's full

A song be spinning on repeat

I chase the stars you left behind

They slip away beneath my feet

I've been having a day

It's been one of those days

I haven't felt great I'm feeling some kind of way

But I'm hanging in there

But I'm hanging in there

I've been having a day

It's been one of those days

I haven't felt great I'm feeling some kind of way

But I'm hanging in there

But I'm hanging in there

Every breath feels heavy shit be getting hard to hold

When i look up in the mirror see a face I don't know

It's okay not to be okay like im I'm lost in yesterday

The sun creeps in the night still lingers got me disarray

Sleepless nights I can't break through I'm drowning in the pouring rain

I'm cracked I'm torn but I'll learn to stay

Break apart the rhythm break the wave

Through it all I'm finding it's okay not to be okay

And through the chaos i'ma tell you that I found my way

Cos im running with the rhythm yeah I come like Eric proctor

Stitching up the flows and yeah I come in like a doctor

Dubs like benny L I be like police in helicopter

Popping off like Arnie man said get into the Chopper

I've been having a day

It's been one of those days

I haven't felt great I'm feeling some kind of way

But I'm hanging in there

But I'm hanging in there

I've been having a day

It's been one of those days

I haven't felt great I'm feeling some kind of way

But I'm hanging in there

But I'm hanging in there

You ain't tryna ruin my vibe you cant do it

You ain't tryna take control i wont lose it

You ain't tryna vibe and match with my movements

Thought I was asleep but baby im lucid

Windows down wind blowing in my face

I don't hear a single word you say

Shorty said she wanna get a taste

Told her that there's people in line so just wait

She so mad that I don't read her texts

I got other things that's in my lens

Shoulda spent the money on my wrist

Or on people that be tryna make me blessed C'mon

I'ma Just keep moving

I put the music loud and keep on groovin'

There been some days yeah that I been losing

And I don't regret the fact that I keep going Going!