ConsPIRACY

I can't let this keep pulling upon my strings

I can't let this control me

I gotta get it together

It's hard to know what's real

It's multi-dimensional

It's hard to know what's real

Something diabolical

Is self-love a conspiracy?

Will I ever be happy?

Is there something in the way of saving?

I've been lost time and time again

I still hate me

My dark thoughts are talking

Me off the ledge

I'm fucking exhausted

I gotta get it together

It's hard to know what's real

Lost myself to the fucking bottle

It's hard to know what's real

My reality is hard to swallow

Is self-love a conspiracy?

Will I ever be happy?

Is there something in the way of saving?

I've been lost time and time again

I still hate me

Is there something in the way of saving?

When I've been lost time and time again

Do you still hate me?

Find peace in the depths of my abyss

Ignorance is

Bliss

Oh

Ignorance is

Bliss

Oh, oh, oh