Where I Lay

I fear I'm bad at life

No excuses I can offer

I can't seem to get it right

And no flood could keep me watered

I wanted to be something

I only wanted to be something

In the garden where I lay

All the flowers bloom but me

I'm staring at the sun and taking rain

Still I can't help but feel so out of place

Where I lay, where I lay

Well, I don't think I belong here, no, I don't think I belong

Whether a crowd or an ocean, I'm out of place in it all

I got friends, I got love, will they last? And how long?

Till I'm alone again and convinced that it's all my fault

I wanted to be something, wanted to fit in

Would've given anything

Want to be something, wanted to fit in

Could I take a different shape?

In the garden where I lay

All the flowers bloom but me

I'm staring at the sun and taking rain

Still I can't help but feel so out of place

Where I lay, where I lay

I guess in the end, I'm just a kid

Learning my lessons and desperate to fit

I guess in the end, my colors don't mix

White in the knuckles, blue in the lips

In the garden where I lay

All the flowers bloom but me

Think I'm broken, think I'm torn, got no roses, only thorns

I don't think I want to be me anymore