When I Grow Up (feat. Melody Moko)

By the time I was 30

I thought I'd love the mornings

Because isn't that

How grown-ups are meant to be

By the time I was 30

I thought I'd want a baby

And if I didn't what kind of woman would that make me

One who's made mistakes

One who's seen heartbreak

And that's ok with me

I'm mostly still the same

I still feel like a did

I'm still wondering

About the person that I'll be

Will I be stable like my mother

Or a wanderer like my father

Or just a different version of me

Will I find a way to see a half full cup

When I grow up

I'm always chasing time

Worried I'll get left behind

Like there's always something more I should have done

If I don't wake up tomorrow

Would I have enough to show for

A woman who whose been round and round the sun

But I know love

And that's enough

To see me through another day

I'm mostly still the same

I still feel like a did

I'm still wondering about the person that I'll be

Will I be stable like my mother

Or a wanderer like my father

Or just a different version of me

Will I find a way to see a half full cup

When I grow up

But I've felt the cold

On the first day of December

It's not the stuff you hold

But the moments you remember

I'm mostly still the same

I still feel like a did

I'm still wondering

About the person that I'll be

Will I be stable like my mother

Or a wanderer like my father

Or just a different version of me

I wonder if before my time is up

Will I find a way to see a half full cup

Will I ever really grow up

When I grow up

Will I grow up

When I grow up