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lost
Hip-Hop/Rap
lost was released on January 25, 2025 by Militia4L as a part of the album sadboiclxb sorrows
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Release DateJanuary 25, 2025
LabelMilitia4L
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM80

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Darcy Linsdell
Darcy Linsdell
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Brandon James
Brandon James
Songwriter
Darcy Linsdell
Darcy Linsdell
Songwriter
George Edwards
George Edwards
Songwriter
nika jane
nika jane
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
sadboiclub
sadboiclub
Executive Producer
Darcy Linsdell
Darcy Linsdell
Executive Producer

Lyrics

Lost in the ocean
Led by the stars
We hold on to hope
And go through the dark
Lost in the ocean
Led by the stars
We hold on to hope
And go through the dark
Check check
Is this thing on?
I would have given fucking everything
To see this shit grow
But then I lost my own direction
Couldn’t let myself go
Lost my grip on my throne
While it drove me down the drain
I can’t understand this, are you leaving?
Fuck it’s driving me insane
Take a blade to my wrist
Time to repent for my mistakes
Wipe the sink clean
Let's get ready for another day
Paint a smile upon my face
Walking through another place
Uncomfortable inside my brain
But it always feels this way
See my punishment is the pain
Isolated I feel insane
Nobody knows my name
When they see me they feel shame
Nobody wants to help me
Until I admit I that I am lost
And everyone wants to hurt me
No matter what the cost
I feel like giving up on music
Just repeat the words you’re reading
I can’t fucking break the cycle
But it’s something that im needing
I’ve been crying out for help
Since 2000 fucking 18
I’m still crying out for help
But I'm no longer a teen
Im an adult now
Tell me I should figure this out
But every fucking question
Just surrounds my mind with doubt
I can’t figure this shit out
I can’t do this shit on my own
I’m begging you to help me
I just want to find a home..
I just always feel fucking lost
No matter what the cost
Everybody wants to hurt me
And go lock me in the box
I’m letting go of what you’ve done
Accepting that I’m lost
I’ll let the world just break me down
This ledge you pushed me off
Lost in the ocean
Led by the stars
We hold them to hope
Letting go through the dark
Lost in the ocean
Led by the stars
We hold them to hope
Letting go through the dark
I would have given fucking everything
For myself to succeed
But every time I pick myself up
I get knocked down to my knees
This world is so cruel
Everybody has to plead
Just to grasp the glimpse of happiness
That’s always out of reach
Fuck that shit
No I'm never looking back to the past
I hated my own face
So I would always wear this mask
Representing all my trauma
And the shit I hide away
I know that I can’t run forever
But I’m trying to find a way
See I’ve always felt fucking hurt
I’m used to the taste of the dirt
Everybody seems to want to watch
My world as it burns
But the lyrics always hide
All of the lessons I have learned
I’m looking towards the future
Cause this is my chance to earn
Earn a name for myself while
I’m going through this hell
All these sirens in my head
Gave got me under their spell
I can’t fucking break this cycle
But there’s something I’m forgetting
I can’t move on with the past
When I feel myself regretting
Every action every moment
Every step that I will take
I’ve been walking through the chaos
But the storms about to break
So if I reach the golden gates
Will I be judged for my mistakes
Or will I be rewarded for the pain
I hide behind a smiling face?
I think about it all too often
What will happen when I die?
I think about it all to often
Will I be lonely all the time?
I’m running out of time to write
But that’s just what it cost
I had to write to let you know
The world will not be lost
Written by: Brandon James, Darcy Linsdell, George Edwards, nika jane
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