Know It Yet

You leave my house

I'm in my room

Thinking bout

my day with you

Melding minds

Writing lines

Stressing out when you look in my eyes

Maybe you don't wish me dead

Maybe it's not in my head

Maybe I'm an idiot

but I'm your idiot

even if you don't know it yet

Even if you don't know it yet

Even if you don't

You pick me up

but we're in my car

music up to hide the beat of my heart

When the scent

you sprayed on your neck

hits my brain, I almost crash

Maybe you don't wish me dead

Maybe it's not in my head

Maybe I'm an idiot

but I'm your idiot

even if you don't know it yet

Even if you don't know it yet

even if you don't know it,

when

the shine wears off the day

I find my

own two legs barely holding me up

just a little bit of breath in my lungs

but my heart reaches for a new song