Monster

I never wanna see your face again

Haunted by the tears in your eyes

I'm sick of running from my fragile mind

Faces blur and fade away

But your words still remain

I never wanna see your face again, again

I hate to say I told you so

But you held on when you should've let go

I'm a monster, I'm a mess

Now you know the demon that sleeps in your bed

Call the preacher, you're better off blessed

I feel a change underneath my skin

Oh, oh

It's happening again

Oh, oh

There's something within

I never wanna feel that low again

Suffocating, praying for the end

So I become the line in the sand

A break in the wave, this is who I am

I convinced myself that something had changed

That my sins had been washed away

I must've been insane, never again

I hate to say I told you so

But you held on when you should've let go

I'm a monster, I'm a mess

Now you know the demon that sleeps in your bed

Call the preacher, you're better off blessed

I feel a change underneath my skin

Oh, oh

It's happening again

Oh, oh

There's something within

It's happening again

Ah, it's happening again

Get out while you can

There's nothing left to save

Watch me as I pull the pin

Please understand

I'll change if I can

But time and again

This is how it ends

I'm a monster, I'm a mess

I'm a demon in your bed

I'm a monster, I'm a monster

I'm a monster, a monster