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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
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Programming
Gavin Curtis
Gavin Curtis
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Gavin Curtis
Gavin Curtis
Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
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Producer
Killian Taylor
Killian Taylor
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

I'm drunk as a skunk
Nothing's ever black and white
Nothing's ever what you thunk
Not a single thing I tried ever took me out the funk but-
I'm still around
See me in the crowd, billing loud
Take a pill to stop the feeling now I'm chilling out
I have some news to tell you, are you sitting down?
The new kid in town here to put the rhythm down
I have to get my bearings, I've been skidding round
I'm tryna get back on my toes
They said 'Gav puts crack in his flows'
I'm out of love so I'm back with the hoes
But really though I'm back on my own
Had a connection and it snapped and it broke
When it happened man I practically froze
I couldn't carry the load
My heart broke and then I started the coke
Everyday I'm getting farther from home
It's getting harder to cope
The lager and smokes couldn't do it for me
Ran out of hope
Felt abandoned, alone
Need a plan or a ladder and rope
Not the latter I hope
Everyday it's getting harder to know
Downhill on a slant, on a slope
I'm better off grabbing my coat
Cause all I'm good for is damaging folks
Never focused on what matters the most
I'm all paro, my nose, all stuffy
I'm imagining loads
I'm hearing shit when I'm relaxing at home
Man I'm manic and broke
I'm fighting demons man I'm battling ghosts
I feel them stabbing my soul
I wish me and my family were close
Take a xanny to cope
Take a can and just open it
Take a blast to the nose
Every time that I'm around I just embarrass the bros
I'm a bastard I know
I'm a bastard I know
Don't need to tell me I'm a bastard I know
I'm a bastard I-
Written by: Gavin Curtis
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