Damsels

Broken and shamed, slowly go insane

And I know I'll never be the same

She woke up, still faded, feelin' degraded

In a crazy situation, had a bit too much libations

But wouldn't give it up 'cause her momma taught her better

Nonetheless, they made a bet, a bet on who could get her

It's morning now, wake up face down in a pillow soaked in tears

Looks all around, clothes can't be found, the worst of all her fears

Falls to the ground in agony, then crawls back on the bed

Can't erase the sickening twisted feeling of regret (Fuck!)

Stumbles to her feet, struggles to stay calm (No! Ah!)

Tears are falling down her cheek, she needs to call her mom

Feelin' sick and petrified, she knows she lost her voice

No one would be on my side, I don't have a choice

Happiness will come no more, her body filled with hate

Slidin' razors on her skin, hides from her own face

Feels it's way too late for her, absorbed in all the sin

Drowning in her thoughts again, the walls are cavin' in

Broken and shamed, slowly go insane

And I know I'll never be the same

Cracks in my heart, patch up and restart

Now I know I'm not the one to blame

She wants to be bigger than all of her triggers

And all of the people that took her body

But in the beginning, she wasn't living

She didn't want to, what was the point?

It was the single most sickening feeling

It felt like screaming without a voice

Have you ever had someone take every piece of you

Leave you with nothing, no body, no choice?

Won't someone please turn this fucking TV off right now?

I can't watch this show again, I know how it turns out

Suicidal tendencies, paranoia, drugs

And for some reason, what the doc prescribed just wasn't enough

Feelings of disgust as you're labeled a slut

Suffocated by yourself and terrified to be touched

Barely leaves the house 'cause you've been attached with strings

To the fingers of the devil and all the pain he brings, ah!

Broken and shamed, slowly go insane

And I know I'll never be the same

Cracks in my heart, patch up and restart

Now I know I'm not the one to blame

I'm not the only one to be beat down by the world

If this is what we living in, I don't want a baby girl

No promise I could keep her safe, no guarantee of that

I lost a part of me that day and I'll never get it back

Stay into myself, I'll let you in when I recover

I shut out my whole family, man, I never call my mother

Denied it to myself for years, I finally confessed

I'ma try these tears and fight these fears, I'm not a damsel in distress

Broken and shamed, slowly go insane

And I know I'll never be the same

Cracks in my heart, patch up and restart

Now I know I'm not the one to blame