here & now

Don't know why I won't say to you What am I thinking or what's on my back I'm alive but so cynical Steady one minute and so cold the next Yeah I light a lone cigarette And I like what you're sayin' Here am I with no bitterness Now the sunlights on my back I'm better in the west coast, don't lie Better when I'm over fighting the feeling Even when we're walkin', sometimes Feel it come away, I'm light on my feet, oh Here & now All at once And I know they don't listen But I find myself slipping through moments that pass How long have I been here? I think I went missing got lost somewhere else Can I hide in your silhouette? I don't like what they're saying Live a life with no bitterness Now the sunlights on my back I'm better in the west coast, don't lie Better when I'm over fighting the feeling Even when we're walkin, sometimes Feel it come away, I'm light on my feet, oh All at once I noticed that I would miss it all If you ever left me alone I'd fill my time, tilting my mind Bringing me oh further down I noticed that I would miss it all But you never left me alone in this When I lived in my mind You're bringing me back here & now