Empty Handed

Now that I'm here How do I leave you behind? Been at it for days My body shaped the same Am I just floating around? Excusing all my actions Swore I'd get some help I show up empty handed Why Did I come here to die? I should've chose the mountains Hanging from a tree Why Did I come here to live? I should've let the water Strip away my skin Now that I'm here How do I speak the unspoken? If I disappear My body wouldn't notice Am I just roaming around? Accepting my behavior Fear of knowing self I'm far from any savior Why Did I come here to die? I should've chose the mountains Hanging from a tree Why Did I come here to live? I should've let the water Strip away my skin How do I leave you behind?"