Imposter

my heads a mess

it always has been

i underdress

watch too much tv

a thousand people

who think they know me

kinda wish they did

would that make this easy

but i'm flesh and i'm bones and i'm love and i'm lust

i've lied and i've cried on the back of the bus

more times than i should but can't give it up

trying to make something good out of making things up

it's been 5 months

since i saw family

i miss my mother

the ones who know me

i pushed away

the man who loves me

i never stay

i'm selfish really

but i'm flesh and i'm bones and i'm love and i'm lust

i've lied and i've cried on the back of the bus

more times than i should but can't give it up

trying to make something good out of making things up

who is god if not an emblem of favouritism

who are you if not the winner, or the victim

who am i if not the imposter in his system

i feel like an imposter

i feel like an imposter