In The Ether

If science is real and time isn't linear

So if I sit still it'll be like you're here

Blushing beside me with wet hair and wine

No curfew to break and no husband to find

Wait, wait, don't wake me up just yet

Wait, wait, there's so much I have to forget

Cause I find you in the ether

No, I don't miss you neither

And I never think about it all

Thirty days but I don't count at all

If heaven's a place then I'm far from it now

Cause my personal hell is your name in my mouth

Talking to others to keep you alive

Cause I'm cursed with a hope that refuses to die

So I find you in the ether

No, I don't miss you neither

And I never think about it all

A hundred days but I don't count at all

On you

On you

My God, where is my peace of mind

My God, where is my peace of mind

You've become my fan fiction

What else could I do?

You said"leave me alone"

So I made you my muse

And created a version of you that ain't real

Who cut off her dad might care how I feel

Cause I found that it's easy for me to get by

If the person I love is a merciful lie

And one day all my theories will cloud up my brain

And I won't know your voice or your laugh or your name

But I'll find you in the ether

No, I don't miss you neither

And I never think about it all

A thousand days but I don't count at all

On you

On you