i shouldn’t call you

The way we said goodbye still brings water to my eyes in my bedroom

I know you said it wouldn't work, but I still don't have the nerve to believe you, mmm-mmm

But when it's late at night and I can't sleep

I miss the way it was when we were twenty-three

It's tearing me up right now

'Cause I know, I know

I shouldn't call you

'Cause it always ends the same

I shouldn't want to

When I'm passing by your place

I pick up my phone, I can't be left alone

I try to let it go, I know, I know better

I shouldn't call you

But I don't know how

I don't know how not to

It's still my gut reaction, my insecure attachment

Can't stop my heart from racing, hands are shaking, bound to happen

In the back of your car, with your hands on me

I miss the way it was when we were twenty-three

It's tearing me up right now

'Cause I know, I know

I shouldn't call you

'Cause it always ends the same

I shouldn't want to

When I'm passing by your place

I pick up my phone, I can't be left alone

I try to let it go, I know, I know better

I shouldn't call you

I shouldn't call you

But I don't know how

I don't know how not to

It's been hard to break all the habits I made when you're one call away

I can't stand that look on your face, got it stuck in my brain

And I hate it, but I know that

I shouldn't call you

'Cause it always ends the same

I shouldn't want to

I shouldn't want to

When I'm passing by your place

I pick up my phone, I can't be left alone

I try to let it go, I know, I know better

I shouldn't call you

I shouldn't call you

But I don't know how

I don't know how not to

No, I don't know how

I don't know how not to