Nvm

Wine tastes good and sometimes that's all I know

After making sense of nothing

Weed feels good and I don't even know why I feel better

Until I remember I went to the nutri-grams cupboard

A giggly kid feeling sad about her parents

How are you doing

I don't want to know

Are you trying to get better

I'm not mad, I'm disappointed

Is this still my dad's number

Nevermind

Nevermind

It's been a year; he was gone on Thanksgiving

I'm feeling pretty grateful that he's out

Cause I don't want to remember what panic feels like

When he leaked the gas line by the roasting bird

Oh fuck, I'm too tired

How are you doing

I don't want to know

Are you trying to get better

I'm not mad, I'm disappointed

Is this still my dad's number

Nevermind

Nevermind

I call him missing, but please don't start a search

I'm just fine waiting for this dead man of mine

I call him missing, but please don't start a search

I'm just fine waiting for this dead man of mine

How are you doing

I don't want to know

Are you trying to get better

I'm not mad, I'm disappointed

Is this still my dad's number

Is this still my dad's number

Nevermind, nevermind

Nevermind, nevermind

Nevermind, nevermind