Can I Be Happy

The pressure's getting to me This vicious cycle never ends My whole body's heavy I have no choice but to bend For every expectation I put on myself I put me through hell Tried all the medicating And everything else None of it helped Is there somewhere that could make me happy Halfway across the world Far enough away where no one knows me Don't have to be that girl Who's terrified she'll never be enough Only loves herself for things she's done Is there somewhere that could make me happy Can I be happy I'd rewire my brain But I'm scared of what I'd find Rather go to some place Where I can leave it all behind For every expectation I put on myself I put me through hell Tried all the medicating And everything else None of it helped Is there somewhere that could make me happy Halfway across the world Far enough away where no one knows me Don't have to be that girl Who's terrified she'll never be enough Only loves herself for things she's done Is there somewhere that could make me happy Can I be happy Make me happy Can I be Happy Far enough away where no one knows me Is there somewhere that could make me happy Halfway across the world Far enough away where no one knows me Don't have to be that girl Who's terrified she'll never be enough Only loves herself for things she's done Is there somewhere that could make me happy Can I be happy Make me happy Can I be happy Can I be happy