Fake Friends

All the times that a man felt lonely, inside I was dying slowly Outside with a smile on my face And that's why I fell like nobody knows me Fake friends, blocking my blessings I wanted to score, they were playing the goalie I did all the favors, never got payback Now all of you owe me I did it alone, never changed, I stuck to the code I jugg in the rain, the sun the snow I don't want to talk, we get it and go Because I know that none of you hear me I ain't there yet, but nearly, said that I changed oh, really You man are fake, I'm seeing it clearly This year, my year, I'm making it count I said I would do it, I know they counted me out My time will come, I stay on my grind and count it down They ain't believe in me, now they told me they proud All the times that a man felt lonely, inside I was dying slowly Outside with a smile on my face And that's why i feel like nobody knows me Fake friends, blocking my blessings I wanted to score, they were playing the goalie I did all the favors, never got payback, now all of you owe me I put my trust in them, and they turned out fake, like DHGate I told them that it would turn out like this All they had to do was wait I said that my heart turned ice Then shawty learned how to skate Broke the ice and got in my heart so for the love I still got faith (uh) Are you living or existing? (Which one?) My life changed when i seen the difference Opportunist, if i see a chance, I'm there in an instant Mom warned me, "Don't step in the mud" I learned it the hard way, I never listened All the times that a man felt lonely Inside I was dying slowly Outside with a smile on my face And that's why i feel like nobody knows me Fake friends, blocking my blessings I wanted to score, they were playing the goalie I did all the favors, never got payback, now all of you owe All the times that a man felt down No one was there all around I was up in the sea, and they saw me, still let man drown My day one turned out fake, uh I don't know who's real right now (uh) It's like I don't know how to feel right now I'm proud of you man The start of 2024 wasn't looking how the end of 2024 turned out You know what I mean People didn't see the vision, people cut ties, you didn't cry You didn't complain You just kept moving, motion