I make my own mistakes and it's like a fucking death sentence

The blade is what I live by its always there when no one is

Sitting by the water stream its a calm scene

I have no in between with my feelings

I'm a fuckery I hope I keep messing up

I'm sorry this is all I talk about this is not for you

It's far from music It's just a dumb journal I'm sharing

Dead willpower shocked state does it fucking pass

Yours probably will mines couldn't stall long enough

Other people have it worse quote that never betters me

One task is all I need so I can have my fantasy

Leelah & Eden I'll see you soon don't you worry love

Gore is the main shit I view so I won't be surprised when I become the one viewed

Triggering a common occurrence I rather do it to myself than anybody else

The last thing I do will be more selfless than selfish

Lone lacks home but I'm okay with it

More than okay

More than okay

I'm sorry that I'm myself

Sent to rest in deadname till the end of time

At least I can't be there to see it instead I'll see my penguins

There's no point it doesn't matter to you

But I rather be honest in the last thing I do