Survivor's Guilt

This is survivor's guilt

Seven years, I'm eight down in '23

I would have gone with them if it was up to me

A sand empire is what I've built

Now I'm stuck here with survivor's guilt

We used to cut lines together

So we'd have a story to tell

It's not like I did any better

Just dodged a bullet from hell

I'm not sleeping

They're all leaving

I'm still bleeding

I'm still screaming

Guilt, guilt, guilt tied around your neck

Covered up so you won't forget

That you wasted the best of your days

It was all just for nothing

Guilt, guilt, guilt, yeah, you're on your own

A rent-free nightmare in your bones

Beautiful people are taken

Open your eyes, we remember our own

Two fingers pressed against my neck

I wish I could just trust my friends

Instead I'm such a wasted space

My God, it never ends

It's too damn bad, I can't get enough blood on my hands

I think I made it up, I'm going mad

Another empire that I built

I guess this is survivor's

Guilt, guilt, guilt tied around your neck

Covered up so you won't forget

That you wasted the best of your days

It was all just for nothing

Guilt, guilt, guilt, yeah, you're on your own

A rent-free nightmare in your bones

Beautiful people are taken

Open your eyes, we remember our own

We got it all but we're stuck in the trenches

Crying for help but it's just two-feet deep

Losing limbs might be a part of the process

What happens next is a choice that ain't cheap

When we all go extinct

Don't remember our names

'Cause we closed our eyes, let life pass us by

We carry the blame

Carry the blame

Guilt, guilt tied around your neck

Was it all just for nothing?

Was it all just for nothing?

Guilt, guilt tied around your neck

Was it all just for nothing?

It was all just for nothing