Spackle

What should it look like?

Screening the day from the floor

Shiver in sunlight

Runnning my words into yours

Patching a pinhole

Scraping the tape off the door

A bad idea, I know

I thought I could do more

We both waited

For some big change that didn't come

We gave up

So I'm watching it dry

On two years of our lives

Intertwined

Happily snowed in

Half of the season upstate

Thirty-day weekends

Learning to live in the weight

You went to bed first

And I'm playing video games

Is this how love works?

Or is this how it drains?

Still replaying

All those days spent in

I fucking loved you then

But I'm untransparent

In all my caring

When I don't mean to be

I'll put in anything

Just like I always do

Just like I always do

Just like I always do

Just like I always do

Just like I always do

Just like I always do