Purple Sky (feat. eiksings)

She used me for my-, she used me for my- She used me for my beating heart 'Cause I put all my-, 'cause I put all my- 'Cause I put all my love in her scars Wasn't fed love on a silver spoon, so I learned to lick it off knives Pain, spit on my cloths, I made a mess every time Do I deserve a home if being alone is what I accept? Depressed and unwanted feelings Shoes scattered from neglect, mine never fit others I pledge to make you feel better, purple storms keep me alert Know we at war, a lot of bodies in the dirt Graveyard, be the richest place all on earth Ideas, plans, art, that never saw the surface, or purpose Faces on shirts that forgot to smile I understand some people's pain might just last a while Maybe flying gave you freedom, maybe trying gave you wisdom Maybe lying gave you rest, maybe those long years are my compass? Maybe times that were hard, they were content? Don't speak on my name without the context All the nights sleeping out, I felt abandoned All the moments I kept my head up for the season Threw me out, and hurt my soul for no reason Only thing, if I'm honest, was I needed Was your (beating heart), yeah I only saw one way to save me CDs, IG, playlists, and day shifts They don't wanna see me fall far apart from the tree They don't wanna hear it, but it's really just me I'm a living lesson of failed accountability I guess all the bad things got to me It made me do a lot of bad things to a lot of bad people So I sum it up as equal, so I always had a pedal On the gas and a puddle on the ground Living through the shallow, I don't wanna show how Where I came from, whoever I remember now Never had much, never came back from the numb All these years go by, turned to goodbyes I remember the times, now I don't feel surprised Somebody I know, somebody I don't Somebody I won't trust Pulling back the covers over somebody you loved All and all it's over, and I guess you gave up One day they came and the next they're gone Did you try to keep up? Did they try to stay strong? In the long run, you'll remember where you came from Back to the city where nobody found love Mixed in emotions, I've always been focused I know it's more worlds that are mixed up in one Tricked out, and broken, I know they feel hopeless I've stolen more motion, and wore all my tokens In less ways than noticed 'cause I never show it I know it's just me Somebody I won't trust (she used me for my-, she used me for my-) Somebody I won't (she used me for my-, she used me for my-) Somebody I won't trust (she used me for my beating heart) 'Cause I put all my-, 'cause I put all my- 'Cause I put all my love in her scars