BITTER! (for the lack of a better word)

I am bitter Hate the way I think you all still look at me Haven't felt this out my skin since 17 Cling to all the happy moments in my dreams, yeah I am bitter Struggling to make it by like every day I'm scared as fuck to text my friends to just say "Hey" I hope this lingering feeling starts to go away, yeah But I guess I'm too bitter for it all But I guess I'm too bitter for Real trap shit bitch Real trap shit bitch (bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch) I am bitter You know that nothing that I'll do will make you see That I am nothing like I was when you knew me I'll cling to all the happy moments in my dreams But I guess I'm too bitter for it all