Fantasy

I saw that your dad sent you money on Venmo

He said, "Anything that will keep you stable"

And the ghosts from our past come back

When you're willing and able

Everyone's been talking since he shaved his head

Maybe he should try some new hobbies instead

Your memory feels like a shimmer

I wonder what's going on with her?

And you, and you, and you, and you

Don't look in my dreams, you won't like what you see

I swear that it's all fantasy

Is it a glimmer in my eye, or a tear that I cry?

I swear it's all the same to me

I say things I read just to get some reassurance

We nod to each other to prove that it's worth it

You think you're clever because you want to die

I think I'm clever because I want to live

To live, to live, to live, to live, to live

Don't look in my dreams, you won't like what you see

I swear that it's all fantasy

Is it a glimmer in my eye, or a tear that I cry?

I swear it's all the same to me

Let's drive up to where the lake dried out

You say, "Sorry, it's just 'cause you're crazy"

You know I can scare you too

If only you knew

If only you knew

Maybe you do

Don't look in my dreams, you won't like what you see

I swear that it's all fantasy

Is it a glimmer in my eye, or a tear that I cry?

I swear it's all the same to me

I swear it's all the same to me