Riding Off Into the Sunset on My Noble Steed (feat. een)

I stay in the darkness.

Grieving is a process.

Slave to my concepts,

Hide behind a paintbrush.

I don't think I work hard,

Everybody say so.

Talking to these gray walls,

They listen when I say shit.

Praying for a grave shift,

Really I'm the nighttime

Paul Bearer, gravedig.

Hoping this the last time

I'ma wanna break shit.

Waiting for the flatline,

I don't wanna hate this.

Tell me where the love go.

Sunken to the unknown.

All I see is blank space,

Faces rubbing elbows.

How I get so jaded?

Throwing stones from the nosebleeds.

Don't nobody owe me nothing

But a phone call.

Baby, can you hold me?

I don't wanna repeat nothing.

Can't waste breath,

Bluffing like you own me.

Got shit handled,

Kyrie post hand check.

AI can't make me.

Hands open, no rings.

Tryna feed the family,

Ain't shit you could coax me with.

I'm going offline,

Step onto the frontline.

Now I'm Q with the blankface.

You think I'm throwing punchlines,

I'm just trynna say grace.

Save me from the hellfire.

What the fuck is tasteful?

Everything too much, not enough,

Or just wasteful.

Marching through the wasteland,

Cameras on the bullshit.

I don't got the blueprint.

All I know is this raw.

Push it to improvement.

Now my pot to piss in

Really getting rinsed off.

That should be a roll call.

Struggle till the hope gone.

Been a long time though,

Hustle with my eyes closed.

Fuck I need to look at

Everybody's blindfold for?

I'm getting numb now,

Code breaking dumbed down.

Gun sounds hummed loud.

So much disdain.

The rough, the lay is less ideal.

Tougher days will make another man wanna

Say fuck it.

Enough this way,

Untuck because the buttons taught

Me nothing.

Strung and struggling,

Down in the rubble, you hear rumbles.

Rumors rummaging of your pupils, all the usual bluffing.

Egocentric, unusual.

Running from an office just to be viewed from a cubicle.

Where's the love? Is it mutual?

Someone told me I was incapable of doing so.

No capacity, little drastic, you think?

Everyone packin' and think I'm the only one with baggage.

My shrink keeps me from having the moments of lapse where I black out and I freak.

Method actor, I actually practice.

Happiness is only at a fraction.

Someone's always getting one over me.

Wanna be Hov, but I'm fed the blueprint through an IV.

What am I doing? I don't know.

Fear of my home,

Keep that shit tucked like Gretz.

What is the goal?

Block spinning like my head, in and out restrooms.

Moving through the cesspool of dead,

Each vessel encased in a test tube.

Hopped on the moon, hung there for a while,

Hummed a little tune before I fully cocooned.

Told the Lord I cut my landline and I'll be home soon.

Can't stoop to his level.

The next level is devilish.

Attitude abused like a weapon,

They say in self-defense.

Tell me, what's the use of perfection

If it just lessens

All its surroundings,

Making molehills of mountains?

Everybody putting on pressure,

Relief counseling.

Sounds like I'm drowning,

Oceans soaring from out a fountain.

I don't need breath, just keep downing.

Next stop, the power.

Can't stop the outcome.

Laws reach limits,

And kings end up as fossils.

Men made to monsters,

Man-made from toxins.

Can't break the process,

Can't fake a conscience.

Landscape is crop-less.

Fuck 'em, I let 'em starve.

Watching the world burn.

I guess no one got tickets.

What's the fucking difference of being alive and

Just living?

Vowed to never miss again, I got by with a jab and a misdirection.

Head stay pressured,

Pressing forward to skip

Past this tense.

I'm impressed.

Day's getting lost, you think I'm gon' fall, you smoking crack.

Pack a Zags, couple zips, hit up Akron, drop the bag, then we spin, come right back.

Like the fridge or mattress been

Getting this bitch packed every time we host an event.

Poltergeist, they recite.

No advice, longing nights.

Trashed, hit up my ex and say some shit she didn't like.

Sick of vice,

Unload the magazine,

Magnificently alive.

Ye said we wasn't supposed to make past 25.

But still I rise.

If they slide,

Let 'em die, if he dies.

No regard for the other kind outside of my guys.

Have you seen the credits?

Bank look like an edit.

Than I ain't dead yet.

Time will only tell who gon' get it outside.

And I ain't leaving till I left it better.

Said I'm like the rest of them, whatever.

Better yet, they said I was never

With the rest of them.

So I shoot the messenger.

Quit messing with my name.

Learned early life is just games we play as kids.

Took a banger to the head.

I tried to cube my numbers.

Way too cool, I froze to death.

The moment I was born, I fuckin' shook the earth to the core.

Seven billion swords couldn't cut me more than the swarm.

Game is only game is you play it

Baby I ain't even gotta say shit

Tell me don't change

But its not that I can't place it

You talk complacent

Lately I just can't afford your patience

I can't stay the same but you can stay

Stay waiting