Limerence

Natalie's explaining limerence between taking hits from a blunt, high as a kite

While Roddy's playing GTA, I swear, why is he so good at this game?

It should be cause for concern

I'm just shoveling popcorn into my mouth

So I don't say the things that I'm thinking out loud

I'm thinking about breaking your heart someday soon

And if I do, I'll be breaking mine, too

If I stay busy, maybe I'll forget how I feel and go on

Living life as I planned it

So bring on the parties, I wanna go dancing

My arm 'round the waist of a friendly acquaintance

Toeing the line of betraying your trust

Why do I feel alive when I'm behaving my worst?

Is there a difference between lying to you

If it feels just as bad as telling the truth?

I know that there is, and I'll know what I'll pick

I want what we have, our beautiful life

But the stillness, the stillness, might eat me alive