Love Song Suicide

being close to you is like a suicide

logical and the only way I wanna go

cos I'd prefer to live forever in your heart

than stay another second out here

in the shadow of love

and it's unbelievable

the feeling when I

walk a little too close to the edge

smoking from the hotel window ledge

committing love song suicide

i'm not forgiving anyone i'm not that special

committing love song suicide

I can't ignore it anymore tonight

you couldn't say I haven't tried

who am I kidding I'm far too sentimental

committing love song suicide

I won't bore you anymore tonight

cos I keep milking these memories

like living dreams

like a misery and agony's second cousin

they crucify your future husband

& It's New Year's Eve

stuck at some house party

smells like bullshit blossoming on his breath

I'm talking to your boyfriend bored to death

and it's unbelievable

the feeling when I

talk little too close to the edge

I'm ugly and I'm older but I ain't dead

committing love song suicide

i'm not forgiving anyone i'm not that special

i'll commit love song suicide

I can't ignore it anymore tonight

you couldn't say I never tried

who am I kidding I'm far too sentimental

committing love song suicide

I won't bore you anymore tonight

Rose is shivering in the rain

moments bloom and die away

Rose is shimmering in my veins

Rose is hard to follow

Rose there's something I have to say

ain't it obvious ain't it obvious from my face

Rose is shimmering still shimmering in my veins

ain't it obvious ain't it obvious from my face

Roses I ain't forgiving anyone I'm not that special

moments they bloom and they bloom and they die away

Rose is shimmering shimmering in my veins

Rose is hard to swallow