Turn Back To Me X (feat. Artio)

My memories are still so bright, but I keep the curtains drawn

I've never been like this, or am I just romanticising a person that's gone?

I can only take so much before I spill my guts

But I'm terrified of letting you see what I'm thinking

But you left before I could, and if I could too, I would

Cause my mind's a frightening and lonely place I can't escape at night

You dreamt yourself away, and I made your dreams come true

I hoped that you would stay, but my hopes mean nothing to you

Turn back to me

It's all my fault, and I know it

I know that I deserve to be alone

I wrote myself out of your story

And I know I made it seem like I never cared at all, but I swear

I was always trying, and oh my god, did I try

And this was hard when you were still around

How am I meant to survive this now?

I'm so disappointed in who I chose to be

I've been having nightmares that follow me until I fall asleep

It's all my fault, and I know it

And, oh my god, did I try