Drowning Deep in Doubt X (feat. Beauty School)

What good is a life when you live it ashamed?

I dream just to be halfway

But all I am is a product of wasted efforts and best intentions

If the only place I belong is an afterlife that I just can't believe in

At least I'll know I was born so not everyone lives and dies on their own

This world I've torn apart left me drowning deep in doubt

This fire in my heart is beginning to burn me out

What good is a life when you live it alone?

I just want to be wanted

When all you do is fall, you start wondering if disaster is what you're built for

Will I slowly learn to accept that I won't have more than a life on the sidelines?

Or will I always be dreaming of light in life from the darkness alone?

It's so hard to feel anything but empty

It hurts just to feel anything at all

It's so hard to feel anything I want to

It hurts just to feel, it hurts just to feel