Starting Over

They say there's always a silver lining

But nothing's shining now

The rut that I'm in is ever widening

And I've been trying not to drown

There's fire in my blood

What am I becoming?

Always running away

There's fire in my blood

So I'm starting over

Watching it all burn down

Down

Down

Lately, I've been living in a state of panic

Got a new disease, got me going manic

I need an antidote, I'm stuck in a kaleidoscope

Or maybe it's the feeling like I'll never do it on my own

I'm feeling pressed, losing to stress

I feel my spirit sinking, feel it in my chest

Hard to connect, Russian Roulette

Keep on playing with the devil that's inside my head

Finding

Everything I'm trying

Hasn't made a difference like I thought it would have

So sick of lying

Not sure I can stomach it

Everything I thought I was is starting to die

There's fire in my blood

What am I becoming?

Always running away

There's fire in my blood

So I'm starting over

Watching it all burn down

There's fire in my blood

What am I becoming?

Always running away

There's fire in my blood

So I'm starting over

Watching it all burn down

Down

Down