behind these scars (bonus track)

You're cool as silver

Your heart it glitters of gold

You make me quiver, shiver

Got me like ooooooh

Your heart it glitters of gold

Can I give back what I stole

These questions eat at your soul

Had me like oooooooh

You're cold as silver

I never meant to, put an end to, the river feeding us both

Swear my intentions were pure

I thought us two would grow old

Guess not together, you maybe better, to take this world on alone

How do I build back a home

When I need room for your ghost

How do I live with myself when

I still feel you in my bones

Hell I need pills just to cope

How do these thrills feel so low

Why did I never, get the chance to, tell you you make me whole

That now I miss half my soul

Or see New York in the fall

Or make you laugh in the car

Or take you back right before

I had you gaslit the whole summer

Damn I still hate myself for it

Unspoken wishes turned to weapons and we resented ourselves for it

Behind these scars there's a dull quiet

Softest smile wins the whole silence

You got your hooks in my soft center

I never felt such a cold winter

I gave you pieces of myself but then you came for the whole dinner

I lost my way and in my pride I carved my pain into your leather

I want the old you, you won't let her

Come to haunt you, but I met her

She's somewhere in there, get the glimpse when

You let down all the hard metal

Can we talk when you're all better

Can we move on, but not settle

Distract myself and it's not helping

I think of you when I'm still in her

I need to breathe you the oxygen

I'm so done with the rock slingin

I straight up fear for myself if

There comes a day when I'm not singin

I hope you opened my last letter

I wrote it, crossed off some bad liquor

It's not exact but it's way better

It's halfway there but it's not empty

I hope you smile in the small moments

I hope you laugh at the odd moments

I hope you're back to the old version

That girl I met that was all courage

A heart so rare it was all worth it

It was all worth it

It was all worth it