Hard for me to love

It's hard for me to love

It's hard for me to love

I don't want to lose you

But if I stay, then I might lose me

And if I had to choose, I never chose me

So when the waves start getting close

If I drown then let me go

If you stay it overflows

And I sink so you can float

Maybe it's hard to love you

Or maybe I'm hard to love

But I was the only one who stayed when you had no one

Maybe it's hard to trust you

But I can't trust no one

It doesn't meant that I don't love you

It's just hard for me to love

I love the trauma through the years

I never heal from breaking

My eyes are running out of tears from all the walls I've stayed in

I've learned to love from all my fears

So I'll never save it, my black heart that's still remaining

So when the waves start getting close

If I drown then let me go

If you stay it overflows

And I sink so you can float

Maybe it's hard to love you

Or maybe I'm hard to love

But I was the only one who stayed when you had no one

Maybe it's hard to trust you

But I can't trust no one

It doesn't meant that I don't love you

It's just hard for me to love

It's just hard for me to love

It's just hard for me to love

It's just hard for me to love

It's just hard for me to love

It's just hard for me to love

It's just hard for me to love