Abandon

Costa Rica, you left me by the poolside

You took a ride

On a motorbike with a stranger

That you never met till that night

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

Now you're somewhere fading up in the heavens

And you're barely standing with your

Arms and your legs, and your feet and your eyes

You know you drive your black BMW up some country road, up some ocean-side drive

You don't miss me, and I don't miss you

And I hate you, and it's been ten years since I've seen you

But I'm coping with the aloneness, and the abandon, and the loneliness

That I can't ride or die, or hide away from

Ooh, ooh-ooh

Oh, oh, oh

Ooh, ooh-ooh

Oh, oh, oh

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

Ten years and I'm facing my fears

And I can't believe that you're never even here around me anymore

You're just some apparition, some ephemeral little vision in my brain

In my eyes, behind my skull

There you go

You're some flashing light out the window

I can't feel you

Around me anymore

Goodbye

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

You never loved me much

Ooh, ooh-ooh

Oh, oh, oh