Relapse

My one best friend met a cute guy today My other friend has someone too I say I want someone new to love But do I just miss loving you I try not to think about you too much In fear I'll again start to fall But if I'd repeat that so easily Did I ever stop falling at all Forced myself to move on But now she's gone It's ironic but now it hurts more My chest feels tight Is it just cause it's Late at night Didn't get butterflies today But if we Kissed they'd come back right away Don't like you But I miss you See you every day But I still miss you We used to talk every night Do I miss that If I do, is it right I say I've moved on But if you loved me I'm not sure what I'd do Can't relapse, can't fall back Can't relapse loving you I used to fantasize every day What if the what-ifs come back I've already missed my third time's charm I can't trick myself into Believing I have a chance It was easy to fall in then It's so hard to find someone new I try to write songs about anything else But I somehow still come back to you Forced myself to move on But now she's gone I can't help but remember the past My thoughts aren't right Is it just cause it's Late at night Are these just late night thoughts Or have they hid all along Don't like you But I miss you See you every day But I still miss you I know that we weren't dating But I miss that game we were playing I say I've moved on But if you loved me I'm not sure what I'd do Can't relapse, can't fall back Can't relapse loving you (you, you, you, you, you, you, you) I say I want a relationship But do I just miss us You say you'd kiss me for fun But I can't guarantee that I wouldn't get lost In your eyes again The way that I used to I vent to my friend, but all she can say is Well, at least I didn't lose you My chest feels tight Is it just cause it's Late at night Didn't get butterflies today If you were mine Would I still turn away Don't like you But I miss you See you every day I still fucking miss you You used to say You loved me too Do I miss that Was it ever true I say I've moved on But if you loved me What the hell would I do Can't relapse, can't fall back Can't relapse loving you