7.5 Years

I wanted you to choose me

Over the dream you chose

Over your next lover

Over the familial pose

This is not at all what I expected

Being strong is not a choice

You know me

When i'm good at something

I just do it

And I'm not good at being lost

I'm not good at being lost

I don't believe in all this circus

Of leaving things behind

But it sure feels as if you left me

And it sure doesn't leave my mind

I'm not good at being lost

My dad compared himself to you

So far that was the only thing that broke me

The only thing that broke me

He told my mom he would have never left her side

With or without "them" doesn't matter

I just held on that belief so tight

I'm not good at being lost

I'm not good at being lost

I'm not good at being lost

I'm not good at being lost

I'm not good at being lost

I'm not good at being lost

I'm not good at being lost