HER

I've been seeing stars

Every time I get up

It's been getting hard

To keep on playing dress up

I'm body positive until it's mine

Fighting for an hourglass

And running out of time

Just an innocent compliment

And I bet they didn't mean it

Even if they did, I bet I s'Til wouldn't believe it

Thought when I got older

That this feeling would be gone

But I'm losing touch, all at once

With everything I once was

If I could go back in time

I would tell her she looks divine

And I would guide her

'Til she changed her mind

And never questioned who she was

And we'd go run outside

And play for hours in the sun

And I'd tell her all about the woman

That she will become

And I'd say you're so much more than just a body

That needs measuring

So instead of counting calories

You can count on me

I think that I'm addicted to this sickness

And I'm slowly dying (oh, oh)

But I'm the only witness

And I'm losing more than

Just a gap between my thighs

Fighting for an hourglass

And fighting for my life (oh-oh)

Just an innocent compliment

And I bet they didn't mean it

Even if they did, I bet I s'Til wouldn't believe it

Thought when I got older

That this feeling would be gone

But I'm losing touch all at once

With everything I once was

If I could go back in time

I would tell her she looks divine

And I would guide her

'Til she changed her mind

And never questioned who she was

And we'd go run outside

And play for hours in the sun

And I'd tell her all about the woman

That she will become

And I'd say you're so much more than just a body

That needs measuring

So instead of counting calories

You can count on me

I've been unlearning, un-hurting

Un-telling myself I have to earn it

Is it worth it?

Is it worth it?

It's not worth it

I've been, unlearning, un-hurting

Un-telling myself I have to earn it

Is it worth it?

Is it worth it?

It's not worth it

If I could go back in time

I would tell her she looks divine

And I would guide her

'Til she changed her mind

And never questioned who she was