Stargirl

I'm eating it fast and I'm eating it well

My stomach feels full and I'm going through hell

My body, my body doesn't feel like my own

I'm dying, I'm trying to make it back home

In my head, we're still dancing in the castle

I'm doing my best to smoke out the window

You don't want me to stay, you don't want me to go

It's hard to mean something but nothing at all

You're always sure when it's the right time

Twice I've endured, twice crossed the line

Twice turn back on, it sucks me back inside, fucked up

I don't wanna be the one to say it 'cause it's too far out

I don't wanna be the one to say it 'cause it's too far

I don't wanna be the one to say it and leave it out

I don't wanna be the one to say it 'cause it's too far out

I don't wanna be the one to say it 'cause it's too fucked up

I don't wanna be the one to say it 'cause it's too far out

I don't wanna be the one to say it 'cause it's too fucked up