Docket (feat. Bully)

I said, "Don't shake my hand, it's wet," he said, "I'll kiss it instead"

He said, "I saw the whole show, I'm not scared of the sweat"

But I'm scared of the touching

I have someone at home

And I want his body more

When he leaves me alone

Isn't it wrong?

When I'm gone, I look around at the options

I put men on the docket

Give me a curse, I caught a bug

He should be with someone who's more in love

Not someone eating for free

My worst nightmare is me

I always end up back here, stuck somehow

Obvious I'm powerless when you're around

And I don't know why

I see her in the sun

Staring straight to the sky

Burning me just for fun

Isn't it wrong?

When I'm gone, I look around at the options

I put men on the docket

Give me a curse, I caught a bug

He should be with someone who's more in love

Not someone eating for free

My worst nightmare is me

Feeling like it's twisted, feeling like he's been fishing

I should probably cut him loose instead of kissing

I don't wanna want what I haven't got

But it kills the lull when I'm not full

When I'm not full, I fill the space with Barbasol

And I'm here, and I'm fading

You're wrong for waiting

And it's cruel to let you love me

I don't want what I need

Isn't it wrong?

When I'm gone, I look around at the options

I put men on the docket

Give me a curse, I caught a bug

He should be with someone who's more in love

Not someone eating for free

My worst nightmare is me