Two Years

I've been wasting your time

But you don't wanna know it

Got the ball in my hands

I just don't know where to throw it

It is cold where I'm laying

And where I'm laying is right beside you

It is cold where I'm laying

And where I'm laying is right beside you

One year

One year in, I tried to leave

And you said, "Baby, please let's sink into this new thing

I promise you'll be loving me again"

But I'm still here staring at the wall

Hoping I'll see beyond it, but it's never getting smaller than it is

You're a beautiful man

But I'm trapped in this heaven

If the tables were turned

Would I lay you your exit out of my arms

And into the prospect of another?

One year

One year in, I tried to leave

And you said, "Baby, please let's sink into this new thing

I promise you'll be loving me again"

But I'm still here staring at the wall

Hoping I'll see beyond it, but it's never getting smaller than it is

I'll play this gently for you, babe

Because I know that you don't want to hear me say

I've been so happy since I booked my flight to leave you

I know you want me as I was

Laying in the sand

Playing with your hair in the middle of November

Laying in the sand

Playing with your hair

Playing in the sand

Two years ago

Two years

Two years in, I tried to leave

And you said, "Baby, please let's sink into this new thing

I promise you'll be loving me again"