i wish

No one before

Had seen me naked like you did

Layin' it all out on your floor

I gave you more than just my skin

I gave my skin, my bones, my beating heart (Heart)

You gave your mad, your sad, and all your scars (Scars)

I fixed you up, and you pulled me apart (Me apart)

I wish you weren't the way you are

I guess I wish that you loved me the way that I loved you

The way that I wanted

I wish that you didn't just use me to take up the space

And then throw me away like an object

Like decorative garbage you found at the thrift store

I wish I was worth more, wish it would hurt less

I guess if I had one wish to spare

I'd wish that I didn't care, care

Care, care, care, care, care

Care, care, care, care (I wish I didn't care)

Care, care, care, care, care

Care, care, care

I gave you everything you wanted

And you took it from me

And empty-handed, I was useless

You used that against me

Now I'm speedin' down the interstate

And I'm cryin' hard to Ethel Cain

And I pray, and pray for better days

But today, all day

I guess I wish that you loved me the way that I loved you

The way that I wanted

I wish that you didn't just use me to take up the space

And then throw me away like an object

Like decorative garbage you found at the thrift store

I wish I was worth more, wish it would hurt less

I guess if I had one wish to spare

I'd wish that I didn't care, care

Care, care, care, care, care (I wish that I didn't care)

Care, care, care, care (I wish I didn't)

Care, care, care, care, care (I wish I didn't care)

Care, care, care

I gave you everything you wanted and you took it from me

Everything you wanted and you took it from me

Gave you everything you wanted

I just wanted to be wanted

I gave you everything you wanted and you took it from me

Everything you wanted and you took it from me

But if I had one wish to spare

I'd wish that I didn't care, care