2019

Blackedy, you're a rapper now?

Pray to God, I'm knowin' he hearin' me

Gotta make a promise to myself

That God's the only one who put fear in me

I be tryna thank God everyday

I just gotta stay around him

'Cause I got some rain clouds in the way

I'm just tryna pursue my dream

With a solid ass girlfriend and solid ass **** on my team

While this money and clout is cool, but it's not really all what it seems

If I'm bein' honest, man, I really wasn't fuckin' happy since 2019

Since 2019

I done ran outta tears, can't even cry

I'm only focused on the bread

Keep my mouth shut and my ears open

I can only peep what you said

Almost lost my dukes and ****

They don't even know

Step outside with big grin

I got some feelings that I don't even show

Take a trip down memory lane

If I look back in my past

I feel like I only remember the pain

I can't spit off the top, the shit don't feel real

Gotta write how I'm feelin' down

Every time I think I'm doin' good, them demons

They come spinnin' back around, damn

I just feel like, you know

A lot of shit happened to me in my past, and

I learned from it, it- it molded me to who I am today

But, I'm still scarred from a lot of shit, you feel me?

Pray to God, I'm knowin' he hearin' me

Gotta make a promise to myself

That God's the only one who put fear in me

I be tryna thank God everyday

I just gotta stay around him

'Cause I got some rain clouds in the way

I'm just tryna pursue my dream

With a solid ass girlfriend and solid ass **** on my team

While this money and clout is cool, but it's not really all what it seems

If I'm bein' honest, man, I really wasn't fuckin' happy since 2019

Since 2019