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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ethel Cain
Ethel Cain
Vocals
Angel Diaz
Angel Diaz
Lap Steel Guitar
Madeline Johnston
Madeline Johnston
Electric Guitar
Matthew Tomasi
Matthew Tomasi
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Hayden Silas Anhedönia
Hayden Silas Anhedönia
Songwriter
Lowell Mason
Lowell Mason
Composer
Sarah Flower Adams
Sarah Flower Adams
Based on the Work of
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Ethel Cain
Ethel Cain
Producer
Hayden Silas Anhedönia
Hayden Silas Anhedönia
Mixing Engineer
Dale Becker
Dale Becker
Mastering Engineer
Matthew Tomasi
Matthew Tomasi
Additional Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Before she leaves
Amber waves at me
Days go by
Time, on without me
I'll be alright
[Verse 2]
I'll be alright
I take the long way home
Shaking the bottle and letting them roll
'Cause the devil I know is the devil I want
Is it not fun to feel many other ways?
What you do is nothing to me
To me
[Verse 3]
I still kick rocks when the walking is good
And pretend at the chainlink that I am the wood
As I'm leaning my head back
Sayin', "Take me, I ain't gonna scream"
Yet here I am, empty
Watching love of mine leave
But I'll be alright
[Verse 4]
Me and my amber waves
I'll be alright
[Verse 5]
Is it not fun to feel many other ways?
What you do is nothing to me
Is it not fun in the catatonia?
Maybe it's true
You were nothing to me
[Outro]
I can't feel anything
Written by: Hayden Silas Anhedönia
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