Special Power (Audiotree Live)

I’m trying to distract myself cause I’m getting tired of crying my eyes out

Over you and over nothing

And maybe I’ll see someone else - it is meaningless, I do not feel it

I just want to feel like I’m a separate person

But there’s a slow leak in my tire, I just fill it up every other night

‘Cause after work I’m fucking tired

I just want to go back to bed and spend the next day inside

But I’m still having thoughts about you at night

And we had half a conversation while Jon was in the basement

About going our separate ways but just in the same direction

I light a candle in the shower, try to tap into my special power

I end up on my knees with the water all around me

So it’s ok what I’m feeling, it’s alright if I’m crying

And maybe there’s some good coming although I cannot find it

And I know that light humming on the back of my eyelids

And that your gravity’s nothing to the dark that surrounds it

But I remember being taken over by the feeling

So if you think that means that I’m over you you’re dreaming