Alarms (feat. Callaway Martin)

Cause you always seem to be sticking around

The pressure is rising and I'm 'bout to drown

I thought you said that

It would be better if I didn't look

But I smile back and maybe I took

This all for granted

But now you're here in my arms

The room is cold, you set alarms

But I've been running from you my whole life

Cause I have been losing all faith in myself

I have been trying to get off the shelf

I needed to

But I'm getting scared, I can't do it alone

And I'm just so nervous when I lose my phone

I can't get through

Cause I've been running from you my whole life

Filled with indecision all the time

But now you're here in my arms

The room is cold, you set alarms

But I've been running from you my whole life

Lately I haven't been doing a lot

The clothes on my floor have been piling up

I can't walk through

Forget what I said about being alone

I hate this shit and I wanna go home

Be next to you

Cause happy times only make missing you worse

I'm not losing hope I'm just hoping this works

Well, don't you too?

Cause I've been runnin' from you my whole life

Filled with indecision all the time

Now you're here in my arms

The room is cold, you set alarms

But I've been running from you my whole life

Cause I don't need exercise

I need an exorcism

And I don't need extra drugs

Bro, I'm really failing

And I don't need a fucking hug

I need some repetition

When I said I gave a fuck

I swear that I was kidding

Drove by my old apartment

Let's be real, that shit was ours

But after you departed

Spent my money on the bars

And cigars with some weed

Uber cars, with just me

Your new boy thinks you love him

But you told that shit to me

Cause I've been runnin' from you my whole life

Filled with indecision all the time

But now you're here in my arms

The room is cold, you set alarms

But I've been running from you my whole life

(Not that bad actually)