I Guess We'll Never Know

I don't wanna be alone, Alone, I guess we'll never know

I don't wanna be alone with you, does that make sense

Yeah

Worst part is, I don't know if you even cared

Times you were there for me, were you even there

I could tell you've been distant something in the air

Got me second-guessing every memory that we shared

Stuck with these memories, is that even fair to me

Does your new man compare to me

You by his side like that's somewhere to be

San Diego girl, I had you there a week

That was supposed to be the reset

Little did I know, you had two months full of regrets

Made a lot of progress, but you wanna regress

Playing with my heart, made it break like recess

But I guess you had other plans

Telling me you felt like leaving with another man

Now I'm questioning if there was another man

Even worse, there's a whole time I'm the other man

I guess I'll never know

And if I can't get past this, I guess I'll never grow

This been going through my mind and I had to let you know

That lately I've been having hard times letting go

I've been thinking about what we could've been

I guess we'll never know

Do you look back to what we once had

I guess we'll never know

Do you think about what we could've been

I guess we'll never know

Do you look back to what we once had

I guess we'll never know

Used to be my peace, now I'm missing a piece of me

Pondered it for weeks, how'd you leave so easily

When you met that man for drinks, did you even think of me

When you close your eyes with him, I know you still seeing me

Said you wanted space, guess that meant away from me

Know your love cost a lot, but can he pay the fee

Said you needed time, so I waited patiently, shamelessly

Poured out my heart, but you couldn't wait for me

Hate that when I think of us, I see the time was wasted

Hate that when I think of love, I see the times I chased it

Took you on expensive dates and dream vacations

And now you acting like you ain't owe an explanation

Frustration, that keep building up inside

All the time we spent together, wish I could rewind

If I knew that it would be like this, I wouldn't have replied

Now I mourn the loss of someone who's alive

I've been thinking about what we could've been

I guess we'll never know

Do you look back to what we once had

I guess we'll never know

Do you think about what we could've been

I guess we'll never know

Do you look back to what we once had

I guess we'll never know

I guess we'll never know

Never know