family and friends

He said

Things I couldn't remember

Four days into December

For the ghosts to enjoy

He said

That I'd never be able

To put my heart on the table for

Somebody to eat

He said to me, "You can't escape

Or chase the boredom away"

While the chorus started

Dancing in a round

He said I had nothing to say

Asked me, "Are you frozen?"

"Are you even human?"

"Are you even real?"

I'll be singing pleasure and pain

Try everything I can

Run inside all the names

Is that what you meant?

Let me forever lie in bed

Blessed by family and friends

Starting life at the end

Is it even real?

If I

Ever cradle my belly

Stepping into the fantasy

Will I wanna go back

In time

To the infinite center

In the womb of my mother

Is the chorus so loud?

They said to me, "You can't escape

One life into your name

Chase a path you won't take

Dancing in a round"

I'll be singing pleasure and pain

Try everything I can

Gods on chariots say

Is it what you want?

Let me forever lie in bed

Blessed by family and friends

Starting life at the end

Maybe it's okay