Big Mad

God forbid you let it all sink in

(No way)

You keep doin way too much

Bottled up like a loaded gun

Play it off like your heart went numb

But you're one deep thought from coming undone

You still blame it on your youth

Cut your lip on a silver spoon

Pity party just for you

Cuz life gets hard when you love to lose

You got so much hurt on the inside

Just open up before you lose your mind

(So brave)

So brave to keep playin victim

(No way)

No way that you've ever been one

(Big mad)

Big mad at all the wrong things

Fragile but you keep it a secret

(So bold)

So bold but can't take a turndown

(Stay cold)

Stay cold yeah don't catch a feel now

(Still mad)

Still mad at all the wrong things

God forbid you let it all sink in

Nobody said you're weak

Just maybe it is that deep

But act hard and make believe

Like nah nah nah nah nah

Keep livin life big mad

Too blind to face the past

What kinda vibe is that

You're better than that

You got so much hurt on the inside

Just open up before you lose your mind

Don't overthink it

(No way)

Just let it sink in

That trauma's here to stay until you face that feelin

(So brave)

So brave to keep playin victim

(No way)

No way that you've ever been one

(Big mad)

Big mad at all the wrong things

Fragile but you keep it a secret

(So bold)

So bold but can't take a turndown

(Stay cold)

Stay cold yeah don't catch a feel now

(Still mad)

Still mad at all the wrong things

God forbid you let it all sink in

Desperate power plays

To hide your inner ache

But it hurts anyway

I hate to have to say

You know you're not okay

That trauma's here to stay

(So brave)

So brave to keep playin victim

(No way)

No way that you've ever been one

(Big mad)

Big mad at all the wrong things

Fragile but you keep it a secret

(So bold)

So bold but can't take a turndown

(Stay cold)

Stay cold yeah don't catch a feel now

(Still mad)

Still mad at all the wrong things

God forbid you let it all sink in

(So brave)

(No way)

God forbid you let it all sink in

(Big mad)

God forbid you let it all sink in

(So bold)

(I hate to have to say)

(Stay cold)

(You know you're not okay)

God forbid you let it all sink in

(Still mad)

(That trauma's here to stay)

God forbid you let it all sink in