Fighting My Mind

You need to get sober, man you said you'd get clean But it's over, you take the drugs and repeat Getting closer to death, your life's getting demeaned Chasing closure but not from meds, your puffing green I mean You said you'd give it all up You lied to the face of the cunts that you love You're fried as you place the drugs right above Anything or anyone including ones that you trust, it's fucked You need to put the drugs down You're trying to find happiness but your burning down an ounce You're mates, they be chatting shit just like everybody round So fuck, why the fuck won't you still put them down? I've tried But every problem I face, I face a high At least I'm honest, I don't say shit in disguise But fuck your judgement, you don't know why I get fried I'll admit I'm addicted and not quitting so fuck you, bye Fuck everybody that just don't listen I'm so fucked up, man I'm stuck in dopes prison Withdrawals are fucked cunt, I can feel my throat itching Wan' put a bullet to my brain, let the scope glisten Got no mission, I'm here but missing the point of living, bro listen I got no goals, I'm blinded by love, I got no vision That's why I write my thoughts and go and make my notes written Cause fuck I can't survive unless the fucking smokes hitting Dickhead you're saying it helps Fuck you make me laugh boy, are you Dave Chapelle You're fucking up at large kid you're fucking your health You know you fucking are but you still kill yourself Your mum, your dad, your sister, family can't recognise you To be completely honest, why do they stay by you Cause your a fuck up, no luck cunt, nobody like you Your dumbass hangs with snakes, surprised when bitches bite you Fuck you man I'm trying to get better You're always in my mind, fucking hell man I'm fed up I'm just trying to stay alive, I'm just stacking my bread up But you always say I'll die, cause you'd rather me dead cunt That's vendetta, but I ain't done nothing wrong We live the same life, and we have all along We live the same mind, but you ain't where I'm from You a devil sent from hell and fuck your voice is getting strong Leave my brain, leave me alone You leave me in pain, please leave, please go Please leave me a break, cause I've been too low You keep me awake so I breathe a few cones Shut the fuck up, you're stuck up with no love or trust but drugs cunt You're only up on the come up, but fuck you're fucked, you should cut up You're a fuck up, your grave gets dug up, every time you chase the plug up But fuck cunt you just sit in your feelings and call that shit tough luck (haha) Pick your art, pick your lane, pick your road (oi) I'll pick your path, pick your brain, pick and poke (aye) Cause you gon' fail and bail up on your bro's (on your bro's) Just try inhale, exhale from out your throat I can't cause the smoke Exactly boy you a joke I just can't let go And everybody done know I cant find my home Your everything's in a hoe I can't be alone, I'm scared and it's to show